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Cancer And The Domino Health Effects Of Treatment

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Cancer Ribbons

Cancer Ribbons

I have been mentally calculating an audit lately of the personal health effects as a result from my prostate cancer and its treatments. It has become apparent to me, that the results of this audit may make for an interesting article for some readers. What follows is not intended as a “Poor Me” sympathetic seeking diatribe, but rather as a personal example of the domino effect that a cancer diagnosis can have on the health of a patient. I am sure that many long-term cancer patients would also see themselves, and their journey in the same way. My intention in this article is to highlight this issue so that fellow cancer patients, recognise that they are not alone, and to advise new cancer patients of the pitfalls that may await them on their path.

Before I begin, I should point out that prior to the time of my cancer diagnosis, I thought I was a pretty fit soul. I visited and walked Kokoda in 2008 and 2009. I was an avid sailor, diver and fossicker up to my diagnosis, and my previous health apart from skin cancers had been marvellous. In July 2011 I was about to turn a fit and active 64 years of age in September, and I felt bullet proof…….Until late August.

My cancer adventure began in late August 2011 when I experienced urinary problems that lead to my visit to the GP, and then for a PSA test and ultrasound. The results showed a PSA of 4.5 and an enlarged prostate that led to a diagnosis of BPH. (benign prostatic hypoplasia) I was given a prescription for pills to alleviate the urinary pain, and a future date in six months to repeat the tests. I didn’t quite make the six month period as the symptoms became much worse in January and February of 2012. In early March I had my first visit to the urologist, whose examination led to a biopsy; With the results confirming advanced aggressive prostate cancer that threw me into a spin mentally.

I needed to make a choice of treatments available, and through some early research and medical advice decided on, Radiation and Androgen Deprivation Therapy as my primary treatments. I immediately received my first injection of the drug Eligard, that I was to receive every four months for the next two years, plus an oral anti androgen drug taken daily. On the other hand in order to begin my radiation treatments, I first had to attend to my urinary symptoms which involved a surgical procedure carried out in May called a TURP (rebore.) The TURP procedure alleviated the urinary restrictions, but also introduced a series of urinary tract infections that persisted until September 2012. Finally in October I was able to begin the radiation treatment.

So there I was at the end of 2012, having had to cease work with the following health audit results of:

  • Various urinary symptoms, including some incontinence, and infection causing increased frequency, pain, chills and fever.
  • Erectile dysfunction and loss of any sexual libido.
  • Hot and cold flushes, constant mental and physical fatigue.
  • Sleep disturbances and increasing joint stiffness and joint pain.

The following year 2013 found me dealing with the above side effects, and attending to all the medical visits to doctors for blood tests and scans. The year finished with the following health audit:

  • All of the previous years health issues.
  • A new diagnosis of Diabetes type II, which may or may not be attributed to the Androgen Deprivation Therapy but included diet modification and blood monitoring daily.
  • A diagnosis of osteopenia, which is a precursor to osteoporosis or thinning of bone density. This may or may not be attributed to the Androgen Deprivation Therapy.
  • Intermittent urinary bleeding had started late in the year.
  • An instance of mental depression led to mental breakdown with considerations of suicide. This led to several sessions with a counsellor.

Early in 2014 the urinary bleeding events began to worsen, and become more frequent. I had a cystoscopy examination that concluded I had radiation damage to the bladder. In May I began hyperbaric oxygen treatment to treat the radiation cystitis in Townsville General Hospital for two months. Unfortunately this treatment failed, when I was admitted as an emergency with urinary retention, twice during the hyperbaric treatment. The frequency of hospitalisations due to urinary blockages and bleeding increased throughout the year, including several medical procedures to attempt to solve the issue. Finally in November, surgery removed the remains of my prostate gland, lymph nodes and the bladder. Pathology confirmed active cancer cells and tumour were evident in the samples. These had been previously undetected by PSA monitoring. Pathology also confirmed the bladder tissue was quite neucrotic and fragmented. The health audit for 2014 brings us up to date with:

  • Most of the previous two years issues still current.
  • The ill-health and the effects from pain, and mental anguish from instances of urinary bleeding and blockages that required hospitalisations.
  • Uncontrolled urinary incontinence from time to time.
  • The immediate effects of the surgical procedures, and rehabilitation needed.
  • The care and maintenance of the stoma, that was surgically created to replace the bladder function.
Sometimes its the truth

Sometimes its the truth

Looking back over what I have presented here, seems to be pretty much just a summary of events that I have written about in other published articles. That may be the case, but I think it still represents a good example of cancer and the domino effect that cancer causes in a person’s life. When I think about the domino effect, I wonder just how accurate are the mortality rates given for cancer by the statisticians. Could it be that the cause of death in some instances, attributed to conditions other than cancer, be actually a bi-product of the cancer domino effect????? As an example, prior to my surgery in November 2014, I was critically ill with blood loss and urine retention. My doctor at the time, agrees that without surgical intervention I would have died from blood loss by Christmas 2014. If that had been the case, would my death have been registered in statistics as being from my prostate cancer, or from blood loss and urinary retention?????


Lee aka Popeye


Radiation Treatment Damage and Blood in the Urine……….Another Update

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Where to go ???and What to do

Where to go ???and What to do

It seems nearly a lifetime ago that I put pen to paper and in some ways it has been a lifetime. In my previous posts I have set about describing a new cancer path that has appeared for me that is still evolving as I write. Radiation damage to my bladder and pelvic area has progressed at a remarkable rate and seems to have begun a life of its own. When I first went looking for information on this subject I discovered mainly technical references to this issue with very little personal information from a patients point of view available. Because of this I decided to concentrate my efforts to describe in a personal way the effects of this condition for other patients who may be heading in the same direction. I cannot offer statistics on the prevalence of severe radiation damage suffered by patients but my first hand experience allows me the opinion that the condition is a serious debilitating and life threatening experience for those afflicted. There appears to be no easy fix for the problem and no prognosis available as the issue evolves and grows in severity and patients move from procedure to procedure.

From where I now stand I view this condition as one that should be more seriously openly, considered, discussed and understood when choosing a primary treatment involving radiation treatment to the pelvic area. Complications for this condition, if it occurs will be hindered by the constraints of limited surgical procedures available and the unavailability of further radiation treatment post the initial treatment. Chronic radiation damage to the urinary tract or bladder can be a life threatening event no less than the cancer can be. The symptoms of bleeding, clot blockage and urinary retention leads to organ spasms and toxic shock with the whole body in seizure. This is only relieved by heavy pain killing injections and the insertion of a catheter. Even the catheter itself can clot off or slip and block the bladder neck causing the same symptoms ( I have experienced this multiple times over the past two months, including once when I expelled the catheter by the force of the spasms.) The following is a time line of my treatment and hospitalisations over the past few months.

The progress of blood in the urine to full-blown urine retention due to blood clots started slowly some twelve months ago and then rapidly accelerating to how it has been for me over the past few months. My treatment began in the hyperbaric chamber undergoing a 50 daily treatment plan. This eventually failed me when in June this year I was admitted twice to the Townsville hospital emergency department and hospitalised for a week on each visit. I then attended a recommended urologist who performed multiple procedures during August and September using a cystoscope applying a green light laser vaporisation and cauterisation of the friable blood vessels that had been damaged by the radiation treatment I received nearly two years ago. The largest procedure I had recently was another TURP where the remains of the prostate gland was completely vaporised and the remaining blood vessels cauterised.

In between these procedures I have been hospitalised in August in the Emerald general hospital and in September three admissions to the Mackay general hospital was followed recently by an emergency air flight to Townsville by the Royal Flying Doctor Service. This last episode delivered me back to the urologist who performed some more diathermy to my bladder wall to stop the bleeding and clotting. In fact I am writing this article as I recuperate from this latest adventure in Townsville before travelling home to Mackay.

At a meeting with the Townsville oncologist last Friday, I learned that tissue samples the urologist sent to the pathology laboratory from my latest TURP has revealed active cancer cells still in the remains of the prostate bed. What this means is that the previous radiation treatment has failed and the cancer is still in situ. I ceased using ADT (Eligard) last March as my PSA had remained stable at 0.02 over the past two years. My oncologist has now suggested that I consider keeping a close watch on my PSA for any increase and doubling time with the view to restarting the ADT when this occurs.

Where the blazes do these end up

Where the blazes do these end up

As I write this I feel like I have been run over by a bus, dealing with the after effects of the procedures including some serious incontinence issues which I have not described within this article but they deserve an article some time in the future. The good news is, that for now the bleeding and passing of clots has finally stopped for the first time in months. I am not as concerned about the return of the cancer as I am about the possibility of further bleeds and urinary retention in the future. To undergo the uncontrolled body spasms, pain and despair associated with full-blown urinary retention is a major….. major……., major fear for me and I dread the next episode if there is more to come …………………….. and unfortunately there is no-one who can guarantee there will not be future episodes.

Lee aka Popeye


Blood In The Urine, Radiation Cystitus And My Prostate Cancer Management.

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And so can opinions

And so can opinions

I feel compelled to write this article to summarise all the major medical events that have led me to where I stand today. I write exposing my experiences with this disease and the medical to-ing and fro-ing from the medical side of my disease management. I feel that some of these medical decisions and procedures I have personally experienced have left me puzzled. Perhaps my story may be of assistance or support to those who may be experiencing the same issues or for those who may yet come down the same paths. Before I begin I would like to state the following:

“I am not a doctor and the views I present here are purely personal and are private opinions only”.

I have deliberately refrained from specifically mentioning doctors names in this or any of my past articles to maintain anonymity for those medical professionals I have encountered. Medical personnel, be they doctors, specialists, nurses or assistants are human just like everyone else. There are many stages of competence within the profession. Sometimes mistakes are made and sometimes an inspired insight may provide a miraculous cure. In almost all of these professionals there is a desire to be as good as they can be. However natural abilities will vary enormously just as in any other profession. The trick for patients to learn is being able to recognise the variations in those treating the illness.

I remember, way back in 1993 I had an operation on my back and while recuperating I received one of those spooky insights that happen from time to time. It was in the form of a remark from a disgruntled fellow patient in the bed opposite me and was spoken to me as I was about to leave the hospital. He called me over and said the following: ” Just remember lad, when you get back home that they don’t call a doctor’s office a medical practice for no reason”. He motioned me closer to him then said “the emphasis is on the word practice“. In a way I guess you could say his remark supports the cliché of getting a second opinion on medical matters.

I live in the regional area of Mackay Queensland Australia, Ah! such a beautiful area. It seems like such a long time ago in March 2012 when I was diagnosed with prostate cancer. My PSA at the time of diagnosis was only 6.5 having risen from 4.4 a couple of months previously. The pathology identified a Gleason 9 (4+5) in all 18 core samples with tumour volume of between 80% and 100% , the grading was a T3a. That diagnosis led to two alternatives. The first urologist advised surgery and a second opinion from a different urologist advised it was inoperable and this was supported by opinions from two further specialists in Brisbane. These specialists all recommended Androgen Deprivation Therapy plus HD brachytherapy followed by external beam radiation. I then accepted this advice as the way I should choose.

Covering all bases

Covering all bases

The urologist then referred me to the two specialists in Brisbane to begin the brachytherapy in May. When I finally consulted with these specialists they were annoyed as they had not been advised that I was symptomatic with urinary problems (the reason my cancer was discovered in the first place was because I had urinary symptoms.) They sent me straight back to Mackay to get this sorted out prior to having further treatment. I underwent a TURP procedure in May where the urologist removed a third of my prostate tissue during the rebore to alleviate my symptoms. After my discharge from hospital I contracted an infection that took months to resolve.

Finally in September my urologist referred me back to the specialists in Brisbane to undergo the HD brachytherapy. It was at this meeting in Brisbane that I discovered that because I had undergone the TURP procedure with so much tissue removed I was no longer a candidate for HD brachytherapy. I was then offered a full course of external beam IMRT radiation with the continuation of the ADT medication.

I eventually received a full course of IMRT at the Sunshine Coast in Queensland, 38 days of radiation for a total of 78 Gy. My PSA dropped to a nadir of 0.02 over the ensuing months and I also continued my ADT medication. In March 2014 I had been diagnosed for two years and as my PSA had remained stable I was given the OK to stop the ADT medication. My latest PSA result in June 2014 remains at 0.02.

Back in March 2013 My urologist and I had a disagreement when he offered to perform an orchidectomy procedure (surgical castration) prior to me leaving the private health system. As a result I discontinued our medical relationship. In August 2013 I began having visible minor bleeding in the urine from time to time. This steadily became more frequent and was identified in pathology when I presented to my GP with this issue.

I eventually had a cystoscopy as a public patient that was performed by the original urologist I consulted way back on diagnosis day. He also undertook consultation work at the Mackay public hospital. After the procedure he diagnosed radiation cystitis to the bladder wall and referred me to the radiation oncologist based in Townsville. The radiation oncologist then referred me to the hyperbaric medical unit in Townsville general hospital where I underwent treatment (This has been outlined in detail in a previous post.)

During my hyperbaric treatment I experienced severe bleeding and urinary retention on two separate occasions requiring admission to the hospital emergency department in the middle of the night. The emergency department personnel were great, admitting me immediately and were able to catheterise me on both occasions, however my time there was painful and distressing. (A full coverage of this can be read on my two previous posts.) The only treatment I received, was the bladder irrigation via the catheter and at no time was it suggested to me, that they might try a further investigation to confirm the cause of the bleeding, nor carry out any cauterisation. I managed to see the medical registrar on four occasions for a total time of approx 4 minutes but never saw a urologist. Both times I was discharged when the urine finally cleared of blood.

interestingly I recently received copies of blood tests that were done when I was receiving treatment at the hospital and all my blood counts were below normal. I now wonder if these low blood counts were serious enough at the time to have warranted further treatment.

It was during my hospitalisation that I was approached by a fellow patient with similar issues. He recommended I see his personal urologist in Townsville who he valued highly for an opinion. I was able to organised a referral and saw the urologist as a private patient and was immediately impressed. This has also been covered in a previous post but it is worth repeating here. He performed a cystoscopy and found the following (This is from his report):

There was a small submeatal stenosis which was passable ( a stricture–narrowing of the opening of the urethra ( this can be caused by catheter use) The prostatic fossa (the prostate capsule or prostate bed) was quite open and there were quite a lot of radiation affected vessels which were very friable. These were diathermied (cauterised) Both uretic orifices were normal and there were no calculi (stones) There was no radiation cystitis in the bladder or any papillary lesions. Sooooo there you go, a different diagnosis from a second opinion. Seems like the bleeding was from the remains of the prostate gland and not the bladder.

It has taken me quite a few weeks to get over this procedure and I am still battling with urinary issues including pain and incontinence. It is steadily improving and I am hopeful that I will return to normal at some stage. The important thing is that the bleeding has settled down. I did have some slight bleeding from time to time and I did pass a few clots but the incidence of this is fading fast as the weeks go by. I am scheduled to have a tele conference with the urologist in two weeks where I will get a chance to ask him further questions on my prognosis with the bleeding.

Here then is my summary of discord:

While I know that I had no alternative but to have the TURP procedure and I am grateful to the urologist that it resolved my urinary problems. However, I am left wondering how he was unaware it would rule me out for the brachytherapy treatment before he shunted me to Brisbane. Later, his offer to perform the orchidectomy was put to me in a way that offended me and as far as I could see had no basis of offering me any cure.

The first diagnosis of radiation cystitis in the bladder wall is at odds with my second cystoscopy diagnoses. I still wonder, why???

I have searched for information regarding the issue of bleeding from the prostate gland after radiation with little results. If this is indeed a possible side effect as it appears to be with me, would it have been advisable to have had the prostate surgically removed in the first place??

During my hospitalisation, should the hospital have carried out further investigative measures, particularly when I turned up two weeks after the first visit for the second admission???

I have now been treated both as a private and a public patient and it offends me that private patients are given general anaesthetic for procedures such as a biopsy or a cystoscopy, but not if you are a public patient. Both these procedures are distressing to endure without general anaesthetic. In the public system you will receive an anaesthetic gel which is next to useless.

Regrets I've had a few.....but then again too few to mention.

Regrets I’ve had a few…..but then again too few to mention.


The medical management road for patients with chronic illness is a mine field of pitfalls with choices offered by medical opinions. Patients should endeavour to research and learn as much as they can about their condition. Please be aware however, that knowledge is a two edge sword and being able to rationally dissect the good from the bad and remain as objective as you can is the best advice I can offer. I keep copies of all my medical records and I try to keep a diary. Lastly never be afraid to seek a second, third or fourth opinion. After two and a half years of my illness I am still seeking information and knowledge regarding my prognosis.


Lee aka Popeye


A Cancer Patient Caregiver Perspective

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You Are The The Wind Beneath My Wings

You Are The The Wind Beneath My Wings

In my course of seeking information on all aspects of prostate cancer and cancer in general, I have a list of favourite sites I visit daily to keep me up to date with the latest issues. I have just come away from one of these sites nearly in tears with one of the articles offered regarding a brief compendium from a spouse of a man. This article is one of the most powerful and revealing insights into what it means to be a loving partner and care giver to a spouse who has been diagnosed with this horrible disease.

I do not care if I am infringing on any copy write prohibitions by posting this article here on this site, as I think this information deserves a wider appreciation by readers. I apologise in advance if anyone may be offended, but I believe this is an important disclosure that uplifts the spirit on what it means to love someone and confirms the vows of:  “In sickness and health, for better or worse, until death do we part“. To often the role of the care giver in these situations is overlooked and they are left to battle their own demons in often miserable circumstances. So here is the letter that appeared on the web site “malecare advanced prostate cancer.”

So True

So True

As I have said before, the true unsung heroes of our fight against advanced prostate cancer are our caretakers. Our caretakers are our saints, they help educate us, they advocate for us, they shield us and they make us as complete as we can possibly be. They improve our lives and help us get through the day with love and enjoyment.

Sadly, they do this for us at great personal costs. A caretaker posted the following on the advanced prostate cancer online support group. I thought that it was important for all of us, both prostate cancer survivor and caretaker. It talks of her frustrations, pain, her reality.

I attempted to read the link but the uro site wasn’t very friendly. That said, I could say that as a spouse I know more about prostate cancer than I ever wanted to know.

My husband is so overwhelmed by the medical jargon, poor explanations by previous oncologists (yes, we fired him) the confusing sounding names of medications, treatments and just about everything to do with his cancer. I do the research, find layman friendly articles and generally find myself explaining to him what is going on with his disease progression.

I have an advantage by being a nurse but yet to understand some of the information I too need a medical dictionary. It is overwhelming. I am not just the wife and support, but his advocate in wading through a confusing and scary disease that has no cure at this stage.

My husband doesn’t avoid his diagnosis, disease, treatment and projected outcomes but doesn’t want any doctor to give him time frames. He tells them to tell me. Luckily, we haven’t come to that. He talks openly about how he feels, what side effects he thinks he might be experiencing and he does read the brochures or booklets provided by the pharmaceutical companies. He is better about discussing his feelings, side effects and does ask questions when we see his oncologists.

We have been dealing with prostate cancer for 10 years. This month is the anniversary of his prostatectomy and he was clear for two years after that. His rising PSA began in 2006 and become hormone resistance in 2011. He had soft tissue mets initially followed by bone mets. He has taken Provenge, Zytiga and Xtandi

He depends on me, each step of the way, to explain the treatments, CT scans, lab reports and what it all means. I have been understanding of him, frustrated, sad and grieve for the loss of his energy and his sexuality.

I tell him when he needs to go talk to someone because he’s being an angry jerk. He tells me when he doesn’t want to know what I know medically or see on CT reports. I never explained the last one to him, only that his bone mets had progressed. He didn’t ask, I don’t volunteer.

I have never pushed or asked for our sexual relationship to resume because I am educated and know it won’t. Period. Hormones to suppress testosterone suppress libido and women need to know that. We have talked about it but it isn’t important. He is alive. There’s more to a relationship than sex.

I have this wonderful group for support and encouraged him to get involved but after years of a government job he swore after he retired at 60 to never have to log onto a computer daily again! He likes when I read him your posts.

I also have a group of women I am close with at the touch of a keyboard or phone and they provide a tremendous amount of support and we all stay on top of the new drugs and treatments available for our guys! We support each other when we are frustrated.

Maybe a study on how patients and their caregivers find and are given information so that they could understand would be a good one as well as how they cope day-to-day.

I admit I am stressed, anxious and recently I have been diagnosed with stress related hypertension, but I find my own outlets of talking to my “blue sisters” emailing them, Face Booking them, reading and responding to group posts and by Humor. Humor has always been my shield and I joke with my own doctor that I am fine and she will know when I’m not when they call her and tell her I have been picked up for marching in my own parade nude down Main Street!

Am I worried I won’t do a good job taking care of my husband when he can no longer care for himself? Absolutely, but I will do the best I can. I try to take care of myself and not think of the possibility that I will be alone, I have been alone before and I will survive. We all will be with each other.

I read, walk, paint and still work part-time and have a network of family and friends who are a great support.
I would like to read further studies if I could ever get the uro website to function!

I give virtual hugs, bright blessings and heartfelt thanks to all who post on this group, who live with the stress of this disease, the uncertainty and the pain. Pain both emotionally and physically. As a spouse, caregiver and advocate all I can say is Keep Up The Fight! Support PC research! Love each other! “

Take My Hand My Love

Take My Hand My Love

AMEN and

Thank you God

Lee aka Popeye

A bit of this and a bit of that

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A growth Industry

A growth Industry

A Personal Update

I have deliberately delayed writing an article until now, as a lot of things are still up in the air for me at the moment. I was trying to wait things out so I could have something definite to report on my progress or regression whichever it may happen to be. The past two weeks have also brought a week of gales, storm surges, beach erosion and a cyclone crossing just north of my place. I also had a nasty fall over a week ago and apart from some skin missing,  I fear I have damaged a rib or two. This has caused me a fair bit of pain and slowed me down quite a bit.

So to fill in a bit of a gap I decided I had best produce this little filler as an update for my readers until the following test results have returned. I have had a bowel screen test and I will be having a PSA test done tomorrow. I am scheduled to have a cystoscopy on the 26th February.(camera inserted into the urethra and bladder area) This is to investigate the blood in the urine issue, which continues to persist. I should have all the results to hand at the end of this month and should be an indication of where I am heading.

The past few weeks have been a little concerning as I had a bout of prostatitis and this  has led to a fair bit of groin and loin pain along with increased tiredness and leg weakness. Then along comes the fall and the rib and chest pains are now added to the load. Sounds pretty bleak as I re-read what I have written here but I am still upbeat, happy and look forward to each day.

Some interesting Cancer News

A recent news article caught my attention regarding the fact that cancer death has now overtaken heart disease as the major killer of Australians. Here are a couple of extracts for my readers

The Heart Foundation says while cancer may have overtaken heart disease as Australia’s biggest killer, when cardiovascular disease is looked at as a whole, it adds up to be the most common cause of death.

Heart Foundation national director Dr Rob Grenfell says cardiovascular disease, which includes strokes as well as heart and vascular diseases, killed 45,622 people in 2011.

It was closely followed by cancer, which claimed the lives of 43,721 Australians.

Heart disease alone killed 21,500.

Dr Grenfell says cancer and cardiovascular disease have common risk factors such as smoking, obesity and inactivity and could be tackled together.

“As a group of diseases, cancers and cardiovascular diseases are attributable to 60 per cent of the country’s deaths and both are largely preventable,” he said.

“If we were to have a coordinated approach to the management of these risk factors we would reduce the prevalence of preventable deaths.”

In Other Reports

World wide there were 8.2 million deaths from cancer in 2012 and doctors predict global cancer rates will increase by three-quarters over the next two decades and they expect 20 million new diagnosed cases by 2025.

Tobacco use is biggest risk factor, accounting for 70 per cent of lung cancer deaths.

Africa, Asia, Central and South America account for 70 per cent of world’s cancer deaths.

In Australia and other Western countries, the rise in cancer cases has been attributed to ageing populations and increased screening.

Lifestyle has also been highlighted as a major factor, with cancer particularly prevalent in countries where people have a poor diet and inactive lifestyles, and countries with high smoking rates.

Alcohol is a class one known carcinogen, it’s listed by the World Health Organisation as such.”

Research shows women’s risk of breast cancer can increase by having as little as one alcoholic drink a day. For men, the risk of tumours increases with two to three drinks a day.

Prostate cancer is the most commonly diagnosed form of cancer in Australia, with the Cancer Council putting the number of diagnoses in 2009 at 21,800.

Prostate Cancer Foundation of Australia chief executive Anthony Lowe says more than 3,300 Australian men die from the disease each year and one in four men over 85 will develop it.

Can we stop this trend???

Can we stop this trend???

I could not resist including the following comment by a reader of these news releases as a matter of interest for my readers.

“Neither of them are our biggest killer, alcohol is. It is not only related to heart disease and many forms of cancer, but strokes, diabetes, liver damage, depression driven suicide, obesity, plus many other diseases. Add to that 1 in 3 car deaths, drownings, pure and simple alcohol poisoning, violent deaths, poisoned unborn babies and so on. It fills up our prisons, courts, and hospitals. It takes up to 80% of all police time, the cost is astronomical. The worst of it is you can be killed in your own bed whilst being hit by a drunk driver. Unlike smoking which does little of these things, it is still advertised, still sponsors sporting events where it is sold, (And people drive home drunk) and still sold at 3 am where much of the problems occur.
Ban the advertising and sponsorship, shut the shop early. Then there is the connection between alcohol and drugs, another story for another day.”


Lee aka Popeye.


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5 February 2014 at 9:54 pm

Welcome back for 2014

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Fitzroy Island Christmas 2013

Fitzroy Island Christmas 2013

Hello to all my readers for 2014. I hope you all had a wonderful festive season as I did and are looking as optimistic as I am for the coming year. My wife and I spent a magical three days over Christmas with both our son’s and daughter’s families at beautiful Fitzroy Island near Cairns, I have purposely not submitted an article until now, as I was hoping to report on much more than I can do in this issue, however a much fuller report must wait for now, until things become a little clearer during February.

Back in November 2013 my pathology reports were very good apart from the discovery of blood in my urine. At the time I was told that I could look forward to a procedure called a cystoscopy that involves a camera being inserted into my urethra to investigate the problem. This procedure would likely take place within a three-month period. So I figured my blood in the urine symptom was not as urgent as I had imagined due to the long wait for the procedure to take place. I was aware that this symptom could be caused by the radiation treatment I received twelve months previously and or many other reasons from a dire prognosis of other cancer problems or to every day mild infections. I was also feeling extremely healthy at the time with good energy reserves and normal mental functioning so I have not been overly concerned with the wait.

I have now been told the procedure will take place on the 19th February so I should have further news on this issue around the middle to late February to report back on this website. The blood in the urine discovered in the pathology confirmed what is known as microscopic hematuria, however I was aware of the problem for some time previously as I had periods of gross hematuria where the blood was extremely visible from time to time. Over the previous two months I have experienced periodic episodes of gross bleeding with the passing of clots from time to time. Now this may sound like it should be a bit of a worry but I have been feeling so much better within myself otherwise, that I am not overly concerned for the moment until the results of this procedure are known.

I guess you could say, that because of my overall other health benefits at the moment, it is my belief that this problem is the result of my own bodies immune system, repairing itself and ridding the crud out of my system from all the horrible things that have taken place in my pelvis since I was diagnosed back in March 2012. I have no way of knowing if my hunch is right until hopefully by the end of February when I will know for sure if my optimism will be justified.

In all other health areas my pathology tests and body scans have confirmed that I am in better shape than I have been for the past two years. None of the scans show any spread to the bones or organs, my PSA remains almost undetectable. My blood pressure is the best it has ever been, my sugar levels are now back to normal, my cholesterol levels are also normal and my liver function tests are also OK. The best part is, I actually feel healthier than I have for a long time. The doctors have agreed that if my PSA remains undetectable at my next test due in February that I will be able to come off the hormone implant therapy (ADT ) in March and that is great news for me.

So that brings me to the end of this article for the time being and I look forward to be able to present a favourable report on the cystoscopy procedure in due course. In the meantime I will continue to enjoy my new-found sense of wellbeing.

On board the old boat Fitzroy Island 2013

On board the old boat Fitzroy Island 2013

Lee aka Popeye

The Spicks and Specks of a Cancer Patient

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I know it seems a while since I have published anything for readers on this site and I do have a couple of excuses to offer for my lack of effort. I Thought my last two articles could stay up front for a little extra time due to their content, and the possible benefit a person might receive who might also be doing it tough. My other excuse is that my health over the past four weeks has not been good at all, and as a result I have undergone a series of tests and scans to try and resolve some health issues.

I decided to put this article together and call it Spicks and Specks. It contains a bunch of stuff that has been happening to me over the past couple of months, plus a personal comment from me regarding cancer in general. Spicks and Specks was the title of a BeeGees song released in the mid 1960’s and I loved it. The title just seemed appropriate for this bits and pieces article.

Touching on the BeeGees has just reminded me to let my readers know that since September 22nd I have been the proud owner of a Ukulele given to me by my family as a birthday present. Prior to this and for many years I played the guitar poorly and sang even worse, however my family knew I harboured a desire to get hold of one of these little fun instruments and give it a go ( they most likely had, had enough of my guitar playing) . So here I sit looking across at my happy little hippy friend all decorated with stickers, and yes I do play Spicks and Specks on occasion. Everybody should have a Uke.

My latest blood test results were excellent and the PSA result was 0.02 almost undetectable. However I have been experiencing quite a bit of pain in the hips, groin, leg and lower back area. I also had a problem with weakness in the legs and huge fatigue issues. So after presenting to the doctors, they decided I should undergo some scans and tests which I completed and the results were all clear of progression, with one small area needing further investigation. It seems I have blood in the urine and this will involve the insertion of a camera to inspect the urethra and bladder and I will report back when the procedure has been completed.

While all this doctor visits,scans and blood tests was going on, it occurred to me how having a cancer diagnosis is all about management. My current view of cancer is that I see it as a chronic illness, just like any of the dozens of other chronic illnesses that abound. Cancer may be more prevalent than other chronic illnesses but it seems to me that having cancer of any type is still, all about the management of treatment designed to cure, or lessen the impacts and maintain and extend a patients quality of life.

Research for a cure for cancer goes on and over time humans have made many discoveries and strides forward in cancer management and treatment. When looking at some of the statistics it is interesting to see just how far we have come with testing and treatment. Consider the following:

  • One man in two will receive a cancer diagnosis by the age of eighty-five years and for women it is one in three.
  • Over 120,000 Australians will be newly diagnosed with cancer this year.
  • The good news is that the survival rate from cancer has increased by 30% in the past two decades.

I might expand on this subject of living with and managing cancer in future articles from my own personal experience and from other information freely available. It is an interesting way of life, this living with cancer stuff and it has many different facets to explore.

In my small rural community and amongst the residents I personally know, there has been one other man diagnosed with prostate cancer and three ladies diagnosed with breast cancer. All of us have been diagnosed within the past eighteen months and this has been a bit of a shock to me regarding the prevalence of cancer among us. I now have to admit that when I was healthy and cancer free I never previously noticed those less fortunate at the time. It is interesting how blind some people can be at times, myself included.

Even with pain and fatigue issues I am still able to get about and contribute to the workings of our household. I still try to do my daily walks and exercises but most days I need a pensioner nap in the afternoon. I have been able to put my recent mental melt down behind me with the help of counselling from the Queensland Cancer Council. That event was a bit scary for me but I have learned a great deal about myself and the human response to moments of despair from the experience.

And that my dear readers is my spicks and specks for the moment.

Everyone should have a Ukulele

Everyone should have a Ukulele

“All of my life…I call yesterday…..The spicks and the specks of my life gone away. Everybody…. spicks and specks…..spicks and specks now…..spicks and specks.”

Lee aka Popeye


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